to finally accomplish a life goal

schedule post coming soon. 

I’m really tired so I need to get everything ready for the next few weeks :) 

It’ll take some time. got anime to watch trololol

multitasking is my forte 

Ook. So today was EMT. suddenly decided the night before XD 

So what did I eat?! All that I had been craving for the past 3-4 days: 

• pizza 
• chocolate cake
• cinnamon rolls 
• banana bread
• and one can of sprite zero. 

My stomach feels like it’s going to explode. Not as much now, but before… WOW. XD 

You know, I’m really happy with myself. I indulged a lot today, and if this was me before, I would have been like alright since I already ate bad today, I’ll eat bad for the rest of the week and start a new on Monday. 

But. NOPE. You learn and you learn. I learned to suck it up and move on. 

I didn’t exercise today and it was probably a good thing because my shin splints were getting too painful. I needed the rest today. But I’m also resting tomorrow because I’ll be at K-town the whole day. 

So. Tomorrow’s idea. 

I’m getting a new haircut/style. 

This will be motivation to keep going on my journey and not start again on day 1. 

After tomorrow, I’m going to finish the 30 Day Shred and do it again with the C25K as much as possible. 

It’s only two days of bad eating. What harm is it going to do to me. I’ve readied myself for this and I’m not going to bring myself down. After tomorrow, i’m back into schedule and I’ll be updating on my cleansing on friday! :) 

1. EMT. (epic meal time)<= we’re going all out today. i don’t regret anything
2. One Piece Marathon with the crew 
3. Making Banana Bread. 

me and my friend are going to ralphs and gonna go broke. 

then going to another friends house and that’s when the nerd party begins. XD 

FUCK YEAH ONE PIECE. 

EMT tomorrow. 

ya know what that means. 

good day :) damn this is seriously my longest streak ahah. I have a lot of thinking to do.. but other than that. I’m keeping this up till the 12th. 

eating: 

• puffed wheat and honey puffs with almond milk 
• pineapple and banana
• 2 slices of whole wheat
• 2 apples and a mango
• salmon with mushrooms, bell peppers and carrots 

Pop Pilates: hot abs

pop pilates: backless dress workout 

Week 2 Day 3 of C25K!! 

can’t believe just 7 more days of the shred! :) 

Basically the New 2Y2M Challenge started when I started the 30 Day Shred on March 19!! 

I’m almost done with the first month!! 

This way I’m more motivated, because this is the longest time I’ve gone with awesome days without cheating, binging, blah blah, fast/junk food. 

So, after the first month, it’ll be the 30 day shred again from level one! and I’m going to try to do the couch to 5k in the mornings before school. 

Ok, so my rant. (feel free to scroll past. I just need to get this out of my brain, chest, body)

I want food. I’m just.. ugh this desire for comfort food has been going on for about 3-4 days. It’s a emotional hunger you can say, and when I look at my motivational stuff or think about why I want this, the hunger goes away. 

But the next day, I’m just wanting it again and again. And to be honest, it’s creating unneeded stress in my system. 

SERIOUSLY. I’m craving a whole pizza, ICE CREAM, cinnamon buns, A WHOLE DAMN CHOCOLATE CAKE, etc. This needs to stop. But I know it won’t go away completely. I’ve been staying strong for the 3-4 days, and the fact that I live next to Ralphs, and millions of other restaurants and shit does not help. 

I kept reminding myself to just stay strong till the 12th. And.. ugh IDK WHAT TO DO. 

I love how my stomach is changing and stuff.. but this stress is absolutely killing me. 

I find myself scrolling through tags of food to just visibly satisfy my hunger for these foods (pathetic i know) 

I’ve been doing so good, I don’t really want to ruin it, but I kept convincing myself that one day of bad eating will not kill me. AND I KNOW. I SERIOUSLY KNOW. 

But that thing is that, knowing I’m letting myself go for one day. I’m afraid I’m going to indulge a bit TOO much. Knowing that this one day is the only day I can get tired of these food… 

well… yeah. this is my rant. and then I saw that the 28th is not that far away, so I’m motivated again.. but this is going to continue tomorrow… blah…

OK. DONE. SORRY FOR THE LONG RANT. I’M OUT. LOG FOR TODAY IS NEXT XD

good day once again! I need to at least stay this strong till the 12. :) 

eating: 

• organic kamut and honey puffs with almond milk
• pineapples~!!
• 2 slices of whole wheat 
• chobani 
• more pineapples
• salmon with mushroom, bell peppers, carrots. OMG THIS DINNER WAS ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS. ONMNONOMNOMNOM

Week 2 Day 2 of C25K complete!! 

My mom saids she definitely sees a difference on my stomach and waistline. Which i’m really happy about, but i really want to see a difference in my legs.. :( i see a little difference so i’m a bit happy, but i JUST HATE my inner thighs rubbing. It’s SO DAMN ANNOYING AND I CAN’T WAIT TO GET RID OF IT. -.- 

spring break is awesome. halfway through my spring cleaning of school stuff. 

yayyyy finally in level 3!! :D and it’s really fun but a lot of jumping.. XD 

feel bad for my neighbors downstairs. 

eating: 

• organic kamut  and honey puffs with almond milk 
• half of watermelon (mini) 
• seaweed soup with black/red rice with beans
• chobani 
• chicken breast(which i didn’t finish because it was so.. dry and blah) with asparagus, bell peppers, cauliflowers. 

exercise: 

• pop pilates: hot abs
• pop pilates: inner thigh insanity
• pop pilates: backless dress workout 

so, i decided to change my hairstyle on the 12th and it’s a really special day because if this was my old self, then i would be discouraged and try to change the date and such. But.. i’m not my old self now. I’ve decided. and I’m going with this decision. I can’t believe that i’m going to, but I’m going to! :D 

So, yeah I had a little moment of discouragement a few hours ago, but~~ I’m BACK!

I watched Level 3 and I can’t be ANYMORE MOTIVATED AND EXCITED FOR TOMORROW~~

I’m so glad level 2 is over ahah! 

eating; 

• organic kamut and honey puffs with almond milk 
• watermelon (half of the mini one) 
• 2 slices of whole wheat
• chobani 
• soon tofu~ I ate it with black/red rice w/ beans and 2 pieces of korean bbq (small ones)

oh yeah, blackout is finally over. :D 

Also, I did week 2 day 1 of C25K!  and walked for 20 min with me dog~ 

ahhh i want to start level 3~

I’m almost done with it. just 11 more days. And during these 11 days I’ll work my ass off. 

And then I’ll do another workout schedule. 

Also to be honest, I really liked doing the Shred. It was a easy schedule to follow and I sticked with it for this long without missing a day. :) 

So, there ya go. Going to kick my ass this spring break. :) 

Also the 2y2mlog. I’m still going to log in this tag. Because I’ll be starting it again soon after I finish the Shred. :) 

Well, obviously it didn’t go as I wanted, but I’m not discouraged or anything. Since, I started… i don’t know getting serious by the end of it, so I’d say I regret a bit. :) 

I had a quite a few cheat days that just brought me down.. 

Let’s see… I started the 30 Day Shred on March 19 and it is now April 7th. 

I definitely felt and saw a difference( small difference), but I get impatient… Today’s the last day of Level 2 and tomorrow I start Level 3. 

But… I don’t know, I don’t really want to continue this anymore. Should I continue? I’d love to hear some thoughts honestly.. I mean, if I don’t feel like doing it, I won’t be giving it 110%. 

I also miss running.. I ran everyday, but I didn’t really feel or saw a difference. Maybe I’ll still continue 30 Day Shred? I’m still not sure right now, but I have a feeling I’m going to. 

-.- lawls

OK! Let’s see what I have in store to motivate myself. 

April 28th is the Korean Music Festival.. May 5th is a Fair at my city, and I have to do a booth… 

Final Decision? Restart the 2Y2M Challenge. I’ll be ending it on… Somewhere in the first week of June? Which is actually good for me :) 

I’m still thinking of what to do.. Restart 30 Day Shred and add a whole new workout to motivate? Or keep going with the 30 Day Shred..? I’M IN A DILEMMA. DX

argh. even as I type this, I’m still thinking… asdfhkjgdhkgheruialdhgerhfgheirguhger

I’ll give my final decision later when I finally get over this block of discouragement. 

Today was such a relaxed day. :) CUZ IT’S FINALLY SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO. I’m very excited. WHY? because I might get my ears pierced. and, I’m getting a new hairstyle! This is actually going to shock a lot of ppl at my school because.. not to be braggy or anything, but my hair is.. idk like, it’s worshipped by people.. o.o I don’t know how else to word it ahhaah!

eating: 

• organic kamut and honey puffs with almond milk 
• apple and 2 kiwis 
• bbq chicken with black? red? rice and beens with macaroni salad. and lettuce
• chocolate muffin from whole foods! with cup of almond milk :) 

exercise: 

• pop pilates: muffintop meltdown
• pop pilates: inner thigh insanity
• pop pilates: crazy core workout 
• 20 min. walk with me dog :): 

lalala can’t wait till I get to level 3 ^^ I feel a difference, but i really want to SEE a difference in my inner thighs.. as much as i don’t mind inner thighs.. i really want to see it slim down because it is my NUMBER ONE issue since IDK. A LONG TIME AGO.